May 2011
Lol, you don't know shit.
Would I be the same person,
If I didn’t care so much about the people I hold dear. I don’t understand why people do things at the expense of their health… People think I’m being naggy when I bring up that I don’t like any sort of bad habit they have - a doormat personality, over-drinking, cigarettes, weed…anything. I’m not being naggy… The sad fact of the matter is that I care so deeply about the people I love, that it really hurts me to see them withering away their well-being just for a bit of enjoyment or for harshly outweighed pros because you only live once. I always have a need to protect the people I care about - even from themselves. I hate seeing them harmed in any way. I hate it to my core… And it makes me feel helpless when the cause is their own personal choices. Because there is absolutely nothing I can do about it - and it kills me.
Why do I care so much? I don’t know. I’m sorry.
April 2011
“I was born with an enormous need for affection, and a terrible need to give it.”
—
Audrey Hepburn (via smallantlers)
I can relate to that.
